From the author of the widely praised Class A--a memoir that investigates the life and death of his enigmatic brother, who died of a heroin overdose, and compels him to redefine his own place in a family whose narrative is bisected by the tragic loss.
Lucas Mann was only thirteen years old when his brother Josh-charismatic and ambitious, funny and sadistic, violent and vulnerable-died of a heroin overdose. Although his brief life is ultimately unknowable, Josh is both a presence and an absence in the author's life that will not remain unclaimed. As Josh's story is told in kaleidoscopic shards of memories assembled from interviews with his friends and family, as well as from the raw material of his journals, a revealing, startling portrait unfolds. At the same time, Mann pulls back to examine his own complicated feelings and motives for recovering memories of his brother's life, searching for a balance between the tension of inevitability and the what ifs that beg to be asked. Through his investigation, Mann also comes to redefine his own place in a family whose narrative is bisected by the tragic loss.
Unstinting in its honesty, captivating in its form, and profound in its conclusions, Lord Fear more than confirms the promise of Mann's earlier book, Class A; with it, he is poised to enter the ranks of the best young writers of his generation.
From the author of the widely praised Class A--a memoir that investigates the life and death of his enigmatic brother, who died of a heroin overdose, and compels him to redefine his own place in a family whose narrative is bisected by the tragic loss.
Lucas Mann was only thirteen years old when his brother Josh-charismatic and ambitious, funny and sadistic, violent and vulnerable-died of a heroin overdose. Although his brief life is ultimately unknowable, Josh is both a presence and an absence in the author's life that will not remain unclaimed. As Josh's story is told in kaleidoscopic shards of memories assembled from interviews with his friends and family, as well as from the raw material of his journals, a revealing, startling portrait unfolds. At the same time, Mann pulls back to examine his own complicated feelings and motives for recovering memories of his brother's life, searching for a balance between the tension of inevitability and the what ifs that beg to be asked. Through his investigation, Mann also comes to redefine his own place in a family whose narrative is bisected by the tragic loss.
Unstinting in its honesty, captivating in its form, and profound in its conclusions, Lord Fear more than confirms the promise of Mann's earlier book, Class A; with it, he is poised to enter the ranks of the best young writers of his generation.
From the author of the widely praised Class A--a memoir that investigates the life and death of his enigmatic brother, who died of a heroin overdose, and compels him to redefine his own place in a family whose narrative is bisected by the tragic loss.
LUCAS MANNwas born in New York City and received his MFA from the University of Iowa, where he was the Provost's Visiting Writer in Nonfiction. He is the author of Class A- Baseball in the Middle of Everywhere, and his essays and stories have appeared in many publications, including TriQuarterly, Slate, and The Kenyon Review. He teaches writing at the University of Massachusetts, Dartmouth, and lives in Providence, Rhode Island.
BEST OF YEAR: Selected by Miami Herald, Kirkus Reviews,
Largehearted Boy, and Oprah.com
“Both moving and intimate. . . . It’s rare to find a book
that reads as if it were written out of necessity. This book is
one; absorbing and with an undeniable current of truth.”
—Oprah.com
“Mann creates a stunning, and chilling, portrait of the brother he
hardly knew. This type of investigation could easily slip into
exploitation but doesn’t, because contained in the voice of the
adult narrator is the yearning of the eight-year-old boy, who
wonders, Why was my brother the way he was? Mann the boy
demands an answer; Mann the adult understands he may never know. .
. . Lord Fear is Mann’s attempt to make his brother’s untimely
death mean something significant, and in doing so, to imbue his own
life with deeper meaning.” —Alizah Salario, Los Angeles
Review of Books
“In Lord Fear, Mann folds Josh’s writings in with contemplative
renderings of his interviews, imbuing those conversations with the
buzz and herky-jerky flow of a postmodern detective novel. The
result is a nonlinear, scrapbook-style investigative memoir as
redolent of the bluesy crime pursuits of Raymond
Chandler’s Philip Marlowe as it is of the narcotized
reveries of William Burroughs.” —San Francisco Chronicle
“Lord Fear is not a biography or an elegy or a even a memoir
so much as it is a meditation on the function of grace, proof that
love can defy all logic, transcend facts or even reality itself
until it is almost indistinguishable from faith. . . . Mann’s first
book, 2013’s Class A, was a genius piece of narrative
reportage. . . . With Lord Fear, although its roots are firmly
planted in the soil of fact, Mann allows himself something more
akin to a fiction project, in the way that he sends out his
imagination to inhabit those whose lives were affected by Josh. . .
. The best we can do sometimes is to look at things honestly,
describe them as accurately as possible and say to each other,
‘Well, this is really kind of sad, isn’t it? In his
sensitivity for these sorts of states, Mann proves himself one of
the most talented young nonfiction writers working today.”
—Nicholas Mancusi, Miami Herald
“I read this book in a sustained state of near-tears. It’s a
masterpiece. . . . Lord Fear is the most evocative treatment
of this kind of crooked adolescent male logic that I’ve ever read,
and the most affecting elicitation of boys’ conflicted thirst for
danger. . . . I read it with gratitude.” —John Lingan,
Chicago Tribune
“Lucas Mann’s genre-bending first book, Class A . . . heralded
an impressive new talent in narrative nonfiction. Mann’s second
book, Lord Fear, reaffirms that talent . . .
[and] demonstrates that Mann is a writer who avoids
reductionism, instead embracing complexity and uncertainty.”
—Heller McAlpin, NPR
“Mann’s compact, almost New-Journalistic attempt to understand his
older brother, who died of an overdose when Lucas was 13, isn’t the
first or even the tenth bereaved-sibling memoir, but its blend of
taut novelistic style and documentary rigor makes it one of the
strongest. Mann has a knack for tracking down uncomfortable truths
(‘did you love him?’ he asks his brother’s best friend) and
burrowing in, like a metaphysical gumshoe, where others would turn
away. Mann wants us to know his beautiful mess of a brother better
than he ever did.” —Boris Kachka, Vulture, New York Magazine
(“8 Books You Need to Read This May”)
“Mann grasps at splinters of spasmodic speculation. His prose jabs
at and probes the unknown. You can feel his own life and soul are
on the line here. This is an awesome, emotionally riveting memoir.”
—Providence Journal
“I know when I’ve found a good book when it slows me down, as Lucas
Mann’s Lord Fear did. It’s also a good sign, I find, when the book
is hard to describe, as Lord Fear is. On the surface,
it’s a memoir about Mann’s enigmatic older brother, who died of a
heroin overdose when Mann was thirteen. But it’s more about memory,
myth-making, and desire than its plot suggests. Written mainly from
the perspectives of those who knew his brother at different points
in his life, the book’s scenes, reconstructed from interviews, are
delicately rendered and hyper-self aware; with this unflinching,
fractured examination of his brother, Mann suggests that writing
about and investigating any life produces infinite contradictory
representations that orbit around an indefinable center. Mann is
driving at how we know that unknowable thing—taking us right up to
language’s edge, where we watch him peer over.” —Jeffery
Gleaves, Paris Review
“When he was just thirteen, Lucas Mann lost his older brother Josh
to a heroin overdose. In his moving and strikingly honest
memoir, Lord Fear, Mann interrogates this loss and grapples
with the frustrating fragility of memory in attempting to
understand a man he deeply adored, but hardly got the chance to
know. It is this exquisite tension of knowing and not knowing that
lends the book its power and makes it worth sinking your teeth
into.” —Esquire (“6 Books You Absolutely Can’t Miss This
May”)
“Mann spent nearly 10 years ferreting out this picture of his older
half brother, Josh, dead of a drug overdose. Mann was much younger
than his blustery, angry brother. The actions that seemed
incomprehensible and abnormal to the adults in their lives are seen
by the younger Mann as sometimes admirable or brave or normal but
scary. Thus, amid the terror found in this book are also moments of
joy. . . . Lord Fear treads carefully, but the shards on this
path are ever painful.” —Booklist
“I know when I’ve found a good book when it slows me down, as Lucas
Mann’s Lord Fear did. It’s also a good sign, I find, when the book
is hard to describe, as Lord Fear is. On the surface, it’s a memoir
about Mann’s enigmatic older brother, who died of a heroin overdose
when Mann was thirteen. But it’s more about memory, myth-making,
and desire than its plot suggests. Written mainly from the
perspectives of those who knew his brother at different points in
his life, the book’s scenes, reconstructed from interviews, are
delicately rendered and hyper–self aware; with this unflinching,
fractured examination of his brother, Mann suggests that writing
about and investigating any life produces infinite contradictory
representations that orbit around an indefinable center. Mann is
driving at how we know that unknowable thing—taking us right up to
language’s edge, where we watch him peer over.” —Jeffery Gleaves,
The Paris Review (Staff Picks)
“An ambitious, literary-minded memoir of the author’s relationship
with his late brother, a much older heroin addict. Mann works on a
number of different levels, delivering a narrative of addiction,
memory, and family dynamics; of the attempt to see someone through
the eyes and different memories of other people; and of the
challenges faced by a writer as he attempts to fulfill his literary
ambitions. Ultimately, this is a memoir about trying to write a
memoir: the challenge, the impossibility, and the catharsis. . .
. In constructing his aching, poignant narrative, Mann offers
a fine meditation on fate and on how ‘the story of addiction is the
story of memory, and how we never get it right.’”
—Kirkus (starred review)
“I loved this book—an artifact of the making of memory. The prose
is striking and emotional, and the excavation of the dead brother,
the meaning of the life cut short, will resonate with many readers.
Lord Fear is a psychological and artistic juggernaut.” —Anthony
Swofford, author of Jarhead
"The book’s called Lord Fear, but its very existence is testament
to its author’s fearlessness in confronting the twined, barbed
wires of guilt and grief. Lucas Mann wears many hats in this
memoir—journalist, stylist, Nabokovian explorer of sense and
memory—but in the end it turns out that they’re all the same hat:
survivor. Lucas Mann is a rare talent, and Lord Fear is that rare
book which matches intellect with emotional candor, and the human
condition is presented in all its nudity and terrifying
nuance.” —Adam Wilson, author of What’s Important is
Feeling
“A searing, complexly rendered memoir that is at times an
investigation of the life and death of Mann’s heroin
addict brother, at times a frank meditation
on brotherhood. This book is made from the
one his brother, a writer, never wrote, and is the
book only Mann could write. A triumph.” —Alexander Chee,
author of Edinburgh
“This is a disturbing book, and a powerful one, for its honesty,
its emotional precision, and most of all for Mann’s ability to
probe, accede to, and resist the mythologizing power of memory.”
—Joan Wickersham, author of The News from Spain and The Suicide
Index
“Lord Fear isn’t just a book about brothers, or addiction, or
bereavement—though it is about all of these things, in beautiful
and surprising ways; it’s ultimately a book about one man’s fierce
and futile desire to fully know his own brother. This is a gorgeous
examination of what it means to love someone once he’s gone, what
it means to love someone you wish—as Mann puts it so
powerfully—could have felt better than he did.” —Leslie Jamison,
author of The Empathy Exams
“Lucas Mann is the most incredible young memoirist in this country.
And in Lord Fear, he’s balancing humor, incisive critique and
masterful storytelling as only he can. Every now and then, you read
books and know that only one person on earth is skilled and loving
enough to be that book’s author. Lord Fear is that book and Lucas
Mann is that author.” —Kiese Laymon, author of Long Division
“Like the best memoirs, Lord Fear isn’t really about its author’s
life: it’s about his brother, Josh, an addict who died young, and
the ways we mythologize and grieve a loss like that. This book is
generous, unsentimental, often funny, and always smart; Mann has a
striking ability to wring meaning from each moment. To sum it up
with something I wrote in the margins: Damn, he can write.” —Justin
St. Germain, author of Son of a Gun
“Lord Fear is a hard book—as it should be, as its subject (a
brother’s fatal overdose) is hard; reconstructing the life and
death of another is hard; families are hard; masculinity edging
into misogyny is hard; addiction is hard; remembering is hard;
grief is hard. Lucas Mann heads straight into these thickets armed
with an uncommon emotional intelligence and the capacity to hold
great mysteries, fears, horrors, and sorrows in taut, gripping
sentences. This is a moving, frightening, expertly written book
that stands at the nexus of imagination, encounter, document, and
dirge.” —Maggie Nelson, author of The Art of Cruelty
“This book is achingly tender, violent, bittersweet, and bold.
Lucas Mann has told the story of his brother in so unpredictable
and enthralling a way that he has opened up the story of memory
itself wide enough for a new kind of memoir to emerge.” —John
D’Agata, author of About a Mountain
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